Ben's Tumblr O.o

lalallalaaaaa

ever since wednesday my mind has been fucked up, i really need to stop this.

i let go such a long time ago, but why are you still in my head.

now im just sitting here in the dark, i should be at a party having fun, enjoying myself and looking for someone new

i’ve been looking for someone new for ages, but noone fits the gap which you were.

i shouldnt be emotional cos it was a long time ago! wayy too long ago   

do i love you? i dont even know  i cant even remember what loves feels like anymore.

worst thing is the vibe that you never loved me like i loved you. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, feels like i’ve gone back in time 2 years.

would my life have been different if id never met you?