Ben's Tumblr O.o

Hmm

I haven’t used this tumblr in a long time, i was looking through some old stuff.. haha, i was so different..

I’m a lot different now.. and i guess i’ll be using this more often? :)

So.. what have i been upto since i stopped using this?

nothing inparticular.. evie came over on wednesday, was nice to see her after about 9 months of ‘hate’…   was it really hate?

i don’t think i’ll ever be over her… she’s just that person i feel comfertable around.. i could say anything, do anything.. and it’d be fine..

i know i want to find someone else.. but when i try, everything just reminds me of her in some way..

millie: her crazy jokes reminded me of her.

keeley: her cuteness reminded me of her

sarah: her innocence

emma: the way she talked..

i just told matt half of this..

now i am crying :\

eurghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh